i dont know if people actually read this, i kinda hope they dont... so i think i made up my mind about wheather we should be together or not... after today i think i realized how uncompatible we are... how we are just forcing the issue... you are the reason these tears drip down... i hate crying and i know i cry when i really care about someone, but i think ive come to a point where i hate crying and that it hurts soo muchh ... what you said and tried to threaten me with... fuck you for that... like seriously... im hung on you like thers no words to describe... but sometimes thats just not enough... you were my frist for everything... and thats what scares me, cause im not going to have any more first.... you were a great guy and will always be... you treated me like a princess at times and you really made me open up to you... i trust you... andd i loveee you...
i know this time is serious and its not just one of those fights because we stopped changing and we realized that we are fed up.. noone can change anyone permenantly or forever... i know i am stubborn and im going to always be that way.. because thats just me... there comes a point when trying is enough...and i think today was evident to the point...
we are still young.. theres no force to have to be together... i dunno why.. i still get scared just thinking about if i will ever find anyone like you... you were a good guy... and alot of ppl complimented you on that... i guess we just arent meant to be or something
things are official yet, but i know the way we are handling this situation says alot about us and where this relationship is going... thinga have become really bitter and sour... i dunno if the official ending will be this way ...
i wish there was an easier way to end this... ther just isnt... look at everything thats happened in the last 72 hours... the thing you said and the things ive been sayingg are pretty evident where this is going...
thanks for all the great things you showed me in the last 2 and half years... you should meeee how it truly feels liek to be in love,cared about and felt important too.
i dont regret a thing about the last two years but the fact that it has to end this way... i just want you to know no matter what... you will always have a piece of my heart and i hope i have a spot in your heart like the way you said i would forever and always...
thanks dc for everything <3
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